A Hell day for me!

I guess this is my worst day! i really feel so low right now. I've been crying since I left the B.I.R. and the people in jeepney were strangely looking at me. I don't care of what they think. I couldn't find anyone to blame but me! the foolish me! I guess it was really my fault. I should have counted again the money before I left the office. tsk.tsk.tsk. poor me. I was asked by my boss to pay their annual ITR at the BIR. i was given a cash so i won't be having a hard time when i go there, no complications unlike when you pay in check. My Boss counted the money in front of me , so i assume that it's all ok! not until when i was in front of the teller telling me that I'm short of Two hundred thirty one pesos and six cents! P231.06, I told him to count it again since I'm confident that i have given him the right amount. but he gave me back all the money with the receipt and asked me to count it again. Holy God! it really lacked P 231.06! My hands were shaking as i count the money, and started perspiring profusely because I don't have extra money with me at that time. Tears began to fell in my eyes, I told him (Teller) in a shaky voice, "baka naman nahulog lang diyan, pakicheck oh?!" he then smiled at me and said kulang talaga eh! I immediately texted my boss and told him about it! I was so nervous of what he would think since he counted the money in front of me. he called up and told me to pay those within enough the money i had and pay the other one tomorrow. Thank Goodness! but i was thinking of what impression did they have for me now? GOD knows and I swear na di ko alam kung paano nagkulang ng two hundred plus! I wouldn't ruin my name and reputation to the value of two hundred pesos. until now, I really felt like crying when I think about what happened... lesson learned... always count the money before you give it to the teller! I even skipped lunch and have to wait 4 hours before I got to pay those taxes... haaay... : (